Happy Birthday Sara! I relate to this and agree anyone should choose how they want to age. I am trying to let my grey hair grow out and it is really testing this! I admit I did try Botox for the first time last year at 46, just a tiny amount around my mouth, and I liked it fine, but I also don't want to feel enslaved to it. I also felt like I noticed more women who have had the Botox on the mouth lines all look kinda samey, because it lifts and flattens the corners of your mouth, so your natural expression is sort of flatter. Also I went to an actual doctor to have it done who was very honest and told me I don't need lip fillers or anything else done really, like you I look young for my age and I appreciated her not pressuring me. There are way too many cowboy botox and filler people who do not know what they are doing. I would never trust anyone who said I looked like crap or needed work to look younger, you look great and those people are probably just jealous!