Having written something that has been awaiting publication for SIX DAYS now that I wasn't entirely comfortable with people reading for fear of what they would think in the first place, hard relate. I detached at the moment I hit submit, but I have been tinkering with it and questioning it ever since. As we speak I have an email composed asking to withdraw it. Writing is horrible.
I have to force myself to watch Twin Peaks the Return again. I was so excited to see it and then it was typically Lynchian and unsatisfying in many ways (what did I expect lol) that I got a bit annoyed with it.
I think you should write more non film things when you feel like it, you have plenty to say and it's always well written and interesting.