I am glad you are through some of it, I hesitate to say the worst of it. For me radio wasn't as bad as chemo but everyone is different and it depends where you are having it. We lose our vanity and comfort in our looks really fast and it sucks, it's not fair and all we get told is to be grateful to be alive. I am covered in scars and still have trapped lymph fluid, and have never lost the chemo weight. It's hard, but there is a new normal, wish you all the best in tuning out the b.s. and you don't have to be brave for anyone other than yourself, when you feel up to it ❤️