I appreciate reading your perspective because I relate to your attitude re: writing here a lot, even though I have only been here a little over a month. it's good to know that deeper meaning and growth can be had here. I also struggle with self editing/conciseness so that is a challenge for me here too. And the "feeling like a writer" thing too, big time, even though I have written my whole life and had a blog for 5 years lol! Thanks for writing this, it's more inspiring to me than most "How to be a success at Medium" type posts on a personal level. :-)