I think once you get to a certain point of popularity on here as it sounds like you are dealing with, it is very time consuming if you feel like you have to respond to everyone. Definitely take time out to reconnect with nature and things that ground you outside of the internet. I have slowly started getting subscribers and I feel a bit weird about it - grateful obviously but it's like this invisible pressure. I had and lost a top writer tag, I must be doing Medium wrong lol ;-0