It's all about making it fun and easy for everyone else really. This was brilliant Kyrie, not sure what you are dealing with but hard relate. Wishing you all the best. I wrote this about my own fun experience with the social isolation/expectation aspect grumble grumble here: https://medium.com/@steffanyritchie/why-its-ok-for-a-person-with-cancer-to-reject-positivity-and-not-always-be-brave-d588e6380db0