No apology necessary Sherry! I feel like I was lulled into a kind of complacency, I was happy to write for peanuts because the community aspect was so strong and uplifting, and now they've destroyed it. It is infuriating, it's all most of the writers here had and their indifference to it has really riled me. Why should the majority here settle for less, just like in life? I'm fed up, I have only been here a year I know but it has really tanked, so many great writers have left - not the big whigs, no they're still raking it in with regurgutated self help life hack b.s. that is mind numbingly dull. I feel like most of the internet is asleep to keep being shovelled that shit and pretending it makes a difference in anyone's life. Writing used to matter here, in a few places, it wasn't much but it helped, and they have wrecked it.