Oof, sorry Lisa! I mean, to be fair you were so close in your manifestation! π€¦ββοΈπ I have mixed feelings on it because, as crazy as it sounds, I do feel I have "manifested" a lot of things into my life, that seemed kind of unattainable/far fetched even. But some part of me must have really believed, because a lot of things I truly wanted did happen for me, even up until fairly recently. Sometimes little things, sometimes big things. I feel like there has to be an element of believing it's possible and really, deeply wanting something in your heart. Lottery wins seem like a great manifestation idea, but many of us have mental blocks we are maybe not even aware of - I actually wrote and never posted a piece about this because I thought it was too hippy dippy lol! Like, if you think most rich people are a'holes (and let's be honest, they are!), that can cause you to not manifest money (supposedly!). You have to reassert in your brain that you would do good with it and be comfortable with it. Having never had a lot of money, I find the concept of windfalls hard to wrap my head around. If I think about lottery wins I start fretting about how much I could give to each family member or charity reasonably without pissing people off, and then I already start worrying I've spent it all in my head lol! I definitely have "financial block" issues in my brain. What you are meant to do is envision the life you want and all of the things/experiences that will truly bring you happiness. Over and over again. lol. But like I said, I have manifested things doing this in an unforced way. I was unhappy at college when the opportunity to move to NY with my childhood best friend appeared out of the blue. This happened six months after I visited NY for the first time with her and fell in love with the city. I have had trips and other experiences manifest that seemed unlikely to, again, I am not a rich person. I do feel like some things are just meant to be for us, but a little nudge of belief doesn't hurt. It sounds like your love manifestation skills are pretty potent to be fair, you just have to specify "single" next time! π ππ