This is natural, please hold and demand space as you move through this process. Beautiful writing that captures the visceral shock and trauma that you went through Nikki. Your wisdom and refusal to wear the warrior tag is natural, it felt unnatural for me too. I am glad if it fortifies some, but also we need space to just feel our feelings and think our own thoughts about the experience that for whatever reason is seldom given. Sorry if I project here, I just relate to this a lot. Thanks for sharing here. ❤️🙏👏