This is so relatable, the knowing you should write but ignoring the voice, feeling like I don't write the right way, or the right things here on site. You have been through so much but you find a way to write true to your experience and find light in the darkness. You prove all of these "don'ts" wrong every day! Congrats on finding a way to live in a place where your writing can sustain you. Maybe I should move somewhere cheaper lol! Seriously you are doing amazing though, and thanks for the tag! I will think about it. 😃😋💗