Ugh so sorry for all that your are dealing with and the Medium burnout is real/relatable albeit I have only been here a year. There is a really odd mix here of readers who recoil and are critical of personal writing, and the majority who can relate/understand it. There is room for many styles here, I don't understand people who take the time to be cruel in comments especially on pieces that are written from a person's heart. I hope things get better soon for you. 💗