When Travel is Stress: the Lesser Talked About Side of Expat Life
Sometimes jetting off on an airplane is not a fun filled adventure
I just rebooked a transatlantic flight that was due to take place in a few days for the second time in two weeks.
My body is filled with adrenaline, and not the fun kind. There is tough stuff happening on a personal front, and what was originally planned as a nice visit home has changed in mood entirely.
The timing is somehow both terrible and good that I am travelling now, but I am very much in a constant state of anxiety.
Am I doing the right thing travelling now, should I be postponing this trip in case I have to fly again in a month or two months, how will I afford all of it, are the thoughts running through my brain.
When times are bad and your family needs you you do what you have to, obviously, but I know I am going to have to make some decisions that involve guilt and stress about money and all sorts of things that are seldom mentioned when we talk about expat life.
Most of the time we hear about expats, we hear about young people living the dream, footloose and fancy free. Long term expat life, aging with an aging family far away, is not all rainbows and sunshine.
