Wow, Ali, what a journey you have been on. The secondary cancer threat has been with me since I was 29 and had NH lymphoma. I cannot imagine what that moment feels like, your strength is something special. But also I get it, it's not like we have a choice. I am glad you have found a way to accept and live your life on your own terms, it is inspiring. I have just started a publication here about the stories of people with cancer, I would be really honored if you would consider joining as a writer and sending in some writing if you want. If you were open to the idea of placing this piece with it I would also love that - but no pressure either. Wishing you continued happiness and best of luck with your treatment. I will link the pub here if you want to take a look thanks. Best. Steff https://medium.com/cancer-sucks-so-lets-talk-about-it-more/cancer-sucks-so-lets-talk-about-it-more-a-new-publication-3499239a138d