You have done some seriously brave and impressive things! I definitely have a cross-country road trip on my bucket list, would help if I lived in the country but maybe someday. I recently found out a guy I worked on a play with in college was the set designer for Hamilton among other things - another actress in the play is now a successful working actor but she was a nightmare so I can't pretend we were friends! Other friends have been more successful than me pretty much across the board life/career-wise. It is easy to fall into the comparison trap as you say, this is a good reminder to try to focus on things that we might not think of as impressive, being ordinary is underrated! ;-)